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The Household of God · Volume 3 · Chapter 29

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[01] Upon this warning a young man of about fifty years of age, from the region of the morning children, full of courage and zeal he stepped up towards the Lord and asked the Lord: “Almighty Creator, God, our most holy Father! May also I, a dirty worm before You, in all humility of my heart beg You presumptuously to allow me to ask You a question which at least to me appears all important?"

[02] And the Lord said: "Son of Muthael I tell you, speak! For I see that you hide a good question in your heart."

[03] Muthael thanked the Lord most devoutly for this most gracious permission and then came up with the following noteworthy question, which sounded like this:

[04] "O Lord, God, You most loving holy Father! Behold, I am already more than fifty years old, and I know that some younger than me already have taken wives; only to me, it was not given until now, to approach a female creature.

[05] When I looked at their soft and adorable occurring flesh, most women appeared to me very softly, delicately and therefore also very enticing, and I then always experienced a great longing for a wife; but when I then, compelled by such inner urge, approach one or the other to exchange with her the softest words of love from the depth of my heart, every time I was horrified and did not find what I imagined finding.

[06] I then often thought to myself: But how is such a contradiction in these delicate creatures conceivable? Externally curls a soft evening breeze over their most tender flesh – but her inner is unresponsive to a spiritual storm and male hurricanes of wisdom can not touch her heart, but certainly male women-weaknesses, as there are flesh-love, silly female-compliments, promising male-sensual gratification and then the actual worshiping of their flesh and similar things.

[07] Behold, because of such experiences I developed a real repugnance to all womenfolk, and it disgusts me at all times to such an extent that I cannot approach them anymore!

[08] O Lord, God and Father, is this, however, the right thing to do? Have I thereby not sinned against You? And what is the reason for such a phenomenon in me? – What then is this woman, this externally living but on the inside dead being?”

[09] Here, the Lord turned to him and said: "Listen, my beloved Son Muthael, – your observation is weightier than you think!

[10] The first reason for such a phenomenon lies in that you are from above; but the woman is from below.

[11] You are filled with what is the living spirit of love from Me, but the woman is filled with what there is the spirit of the world.

[12] Therefore you are also soft and tender on the inside, while the woman is it only from the outside.

[13] You're a cardinal creature out of My depth, – but the woman is only an after- creature, a summary of My emanation.

[14] You are made from the core of the sun, – the woman only from the fleeting rays of the sun.

[15] In you is the full truth, – in the woman only the reflection of the truth.

[16] You're a being out of Me, – the woman only a reflection out of Me.

[17] Behold, these are the main reasons for your experience!

[18] The question, however, whether you thereby have sinned before Me is vain. Because you can only then sin against Me, if you have received a commandment from Me to do something or not to do it; without that no sin is conceivable, because you act without commandments in My direction.

[19] But I now tell you, that I also have adopted the female gender as My children, and in Purista you have an example, thus a command from Me, as it is supposed to be.

[20] Two have their hearts firmly connected to hers, namely Ghemela and Mira.

[21] But if the woman is equal to them, then she also carries My image in herself; and if you approach one of them in the sublimity of your heart, you are not going to encounter a stone anymore.

[22] Since you are the purest heart of the morning region, I will give you in the near future also the purest woman, which will correspond to you in every aspect; but until then, remain as you have been so far! Amen."

[23] Here there was brightness before the eyes of Muthael, and he looked into the depth, and he praised and lauded the Lord in his pure heart.

[24] And the Lord also called others to Himself, and invited them to ask Him anything that might darken their hearts.

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